Frustration

Generally I feel fine, but I still have anxiety. I can't escape the idea that I am a cruel and selfish creature.


You go through life trying to do the right things. And yet you keep making mistakes. What is most annoying is that I spend so much energy on being good and not hurting people around me, and it doesn't seem to matter how hard I try. People still get hurt. I would honestly prefer to be hurt instead of hurting others.

"when most people get hurt, they put on a bandage and move on, me, I just keep bleeding."

But I suppose, all I can do is keeping "fighting" for what I think is right.
But then again, who desides what is right or wrong??


Sara once told me that is important to not trust your concience(no matter what movies And the bible says). Sometimes concience can be colored by experiences and things other people have said.

Location:Malmö