Where is my life headed?

You know, I keep thinking to myself. Where is my life going. What paths lie before me?

I have this constant fear of crossing streets lately. I worry that some day I will be run over.

Don't get me wrong. If I die, I would die a happy person, mission is sort of accomplished. But I worry that I might not have told people around me how much they mean to me.

You know?

Why is that so difficult?

I have had my ear pieces for about a month now. And I will be honest, I really really hate them. I don't like how they feel, look and work. They change so much in my life. I feel a deep need to hide the fact that my hearing is not as good as others.

I know how it sounds. But you would have to imagine being in my shoes to fully understand my feelings in the matter.

Lately I have been letting my hair grow, for the pure purpose of hiding the earpieces(!)

Yes, I am pathetic sometimes. :)

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