.....a confession,
a truth....
When I started this blog about a year ago, I had a goal. It was not
about making money (I make more than enough on my dayjob as a consultant).
I wanted to help depressed people(!)
Let me explain, for the last 10 years of my life I had problems with
depression. And all I ever wanted was to feel normal, not happy, just
normal. I read about depression and and depressed people, I wanted
help, I wanted to know I was not alone.
Finally things turned around, I mean the fu**ing table turned for me!
And my first thought was to devote my life to people who were like me
because I remember so clearly how it was, when I had no hope.
But things changed so much for me that I even became fully happy, I
found a person(Sara) who changed my life forever.
I dont want to be a saviour or make a living on the desperation of
people in misery. it is just that I have become so addicted to
happiness and have been afraid to return to the realm of depression.
Thats gonna to change.
As Eminem said: IM NOT AFRAID..